Nothing To Say (Really just rambling, don't read this)

I know what you're thinking. Three days into a 30 day writing challenge and I've already missed a day. Well, nope! I'm just running a little bit late. OK, a lot late. Give me a break, I haven't slept for shit the last couple of nights, probably too much alcohol and the fireworks keep the dog up which keeps me up so my schedule has been a little more off than normal. Don't judge me, you don't know my life!

I was thinking about what I wanted to write about today and I was having a hard time coming up with anything that felt like it was worth it. I am discovering that if I have a thought that might be interesting enough to write about, I start to think about it more and more and end up coming to some sort of a conclusion to the thought process which makes writing about seem no longer necessary. I need to work on making mental notes to keep track of things I might want to blog about. 

Finding my focus on any one topic has been the biggest struggle so far. I'm starting to think that I have an interest in writing and in literature but because those two things can cover literally any topic imaginable I am having a hard time narrowing my field to anything specific. I enjoy reading. I like the idea of the process of writing. But, focusing on a single subject is becoming a bit of an issue. 

I am leaving town for a couple of days starting tomorrow. I'm headed to Austin, TX again. I have really enjoyed the week or so I've spent there and am seriously considering moving down there later this year. And in preparation for that possibility, and to visit a couple of good friends, I jumped at the chance to go hang out down that way for a couple of days. I am going to try to check out more than just the night life this time and maybe take a look at a couple of apartments. I just feel like it's time to try something new. I've felt kind of stuck in Indy for quite a while now. 

I will make sure to carve out time to write while I'm there. I'm going to give up for tonight. And I'll publish this post but I'm not going to put it out on the normal social media outlets because this really isn't worth anyone else reading. This has been essentially an online journal. It may as well have a tiny lock and a picture of a unicorn with rainbows on it.  

If anyone stumbled on this post and ignored the title of it, sorry. I'll try again tomorrow.